Visualizer by Cosmo Free
Stream "The Release Pt.II" on all streaming platforms here: https://linktr.ee/ChrisSiders
Lyrics:
Verse 1-
Done lost my mind like
for the thousandth time
I allow you to
hear it once more
behind a rhyme
as john doe
paid to numb skulls
descendants of Fred Flintstone
missed shit again (Michigan)
Dirty Water
bare my sins
for your guidance
giving strength
across waters
I believe
deceased triumph
between the world and I
letter to
unborn sons
our psalms dawn
so bury me a side of Chris
ain’t got no time
to fucking waste on you peasants
Never caught a body
but came close
to yours today
a common mistake
Niggas o Blige to fake love
in this dancery
we get drunk off
redrum slurring
bullets with TLC
in waterfalls
at war against
our own avatars
Super slap bitch niggas
holding all elements
as sonic
delivering
ghetto delfonics like
*Camille Zhang Sample*
Verse 2:
Dropped my tour dates
everyone wants a piece
next day pops
in the hospital
I feel no peace
its me against the world
these niggas suspicious
saying I’m going to Switzerland
they yelling
“yeah let’s get it”
grieving different
taking all bullets
from God’s clip
constantly awaiting for
this storm to run
out of rain
swim through
this bitch resurrected
like DROGAS Wave
The fiascos
kick, push
bitches
out the way
I been under pressure
Westside 110
tech under the dresser
paranoid
niggas tried to kidnap me
same week lost my job
the last days
I hear
my father speak
y’all don’t hear me though
last girl wanted
to fuck my friends
left my heart broke
picking up pieces
I dig
a bigger hole
turning friends
into foes
wondering the fuck
what dey hittin fo?
*beat switch*
america’s most
burnt contracts
to use ashes
as a past tense
hang masters
off stars
dancing with cannons
rap children lost
wonder who
they father is
It’s Chris Siders bitch
No need Maury Povich
hoe stay focused
even when death is
calling sober
I have no Morale
when dying hard
for my family
y’all can have
the fickle crowd
there’s no love
that can ground me
*beat switch*
Verse 3:
Got problems
with resentment
lustful temptations
got me
moving different
I’ll admit I’m pretty sick
more than the motion
you hear in flows
mental breakdowns
in parking lots
please hold me close
contradict the feeling
as I ghost
gage levels
of where you at
dear friend can you hear me out
while I don’t hold back?
still got love for you
homie just understand
where I’m at
change is
happening
i’m scared to let go
cling to love shown
need to let go
you
calling it off
is good
for us both
I want my friend back
Chris in the purest form
preach about moving forward
but haven’t processed
Habits of
open my heart
but not my wallet
recent partners
took advantaged
just to feel valid
getting flowers
back in June
started a damn argument
meanwhile getting tagged
in all
my ex's posts
wanted distance
so take me out
your garden
like a rose
next album about us
nothing to brag
and boast
egos ignite a cold war
still want to speak though
wanted apologize
to my auntie for her loss
Addiction is the cost
of me not speaking much
My Cousin
your daughter
My father
your brother
In this resting
I sober
to grieve and recover
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